Ok I going to blog no matter how lazy how lazy am I.
Some photo of my chalet->
Class My only good friend that came :( Post due to demand from fan?
Let talk about something that told by Y.F, meet him and have a little chit chat session after my chalet. After telling him what happen in my chalet, he told me that he feel that the chalet owner (the one who book the chalet) shouldn’t get drunk and take care of other people. For me, I feel that why should I take care of others? Shouldn’t they be old enough to take care of themselves? And is my chalet and why can’t I get myself drunk and enjoy myself? Something I have been thinking for a while. There no right or wrong in this case but well just a bit of thinking here and there.
Today, have a session of basketball with my class people at NP. As mention before, the only time that I am very confidence is in basketball. And when I played in school today, I feel that I am totally a burden… Dun even know wtf I doing today. I hate it when the opp trying to make my teammate and I cant help them. Felt so helpless there. AH FUCK … let stop here bah.
Let talk about friendship and stuff, for those who STILL think I am emo because of her(D). Please wake up your idea. I have never been emo or whatever shit. And I feel is unfair for people when u guys keep using her to make fun of me. Is not I cannot take joke but that something I want to share.
SPECIALLY POINT FOR DONOVAN! MY PORITY LIST OF DREAM! 1. IMPROVE ON MY BASKETBALL! 2. IMPROVE ON MY RESULT! 3. EARN MONEY! 4. Buy a LV WALLET 5. THEN LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST: FIND A GF!
.Thursday, October 8, 2009 ' 3:33 AM Y
Well there goes my 20th Birthday Party at chevron for 3 day 2 night.
Overall, for me, i feel it quite enjoyable but just that maybe some of my friends who I wish them to attend it did not come. That the only part of it la the rest is OK!
Just to say sorry to some people who I might have offended that night, I am so damn drunk at that point of time so if I do something stupid or fuck up….
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
After that chalet, I went to ask around asking what happen during that point of time, as I do not really remember it.
I feel like I am a jerk as I slowly am getting the picture back on my mind about that night.
Gosh…
PLEASE REMOVE THE MEMORY OFF MY MIND!
.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 4:09 AM Y
This post is about my basketball again.
After my CSC game, ah ku and yi kao told me that I had improved along since then. I wondered why within a short period how can I improved that much.
Ah ku told me that is the experience that make me advance and the training I get from him and jackon LOL! In addition, I believe in him.
Before the match, I had not enough time to get myself into the condition and the new move I learn. That cause me to be slower and not so accurate when using the move that I not used to it.
So here,
I declare that I WANT TO BE STRONGER! (Birthday wish!)
I want prove to other that hard work can win over talent.
Haha and let tok cock about other stuff.
Next Tuesday is my birthday.
It had been a rather down year for me. It seems like I failed a lot of thing that I wants to achieve in my life. I cause unhappiness to other more than happiness I guess. I still am living in the world of hatred, as I still could not stop hating the person who once is my good friend. More, whenever I see any of my friends, specially “her”, still contact or meet up with him. My emotion will take over me.
Why do I feel that way?
After a long thinking, I think is why is she so stupid and still wants to talk to him when he cause so much pain to you?
Now I realise that I am the one being selfish. Actually is good that one put down their past and move on with their live and I know I repeat this over and over again. Actually none of my business from the start but I dunno why I always want to take the blame. Am I really the one to blame? Alternatively, I just want to be hero and take up the blame?
I think is around 1 year since that problem …. Dunno how long I am going to let go of it.
Last thing, I hate people who told me that they hate him/her because of whatever reason, but you are still meeting him/her. If you really hate him/her, then dun meet them lo. Dun tell me that u dislike him/her because I do not like him/her. Is because of this kind of “supportive” comment that make me feel that he/she is very fuck up.
This year wish list:
Happy! : - )
.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 1:54 AM Y
Hi , it has been month since I last post any entry due to laziness and world of warcraft LOL. And I promised sherily (if I didn’t spell it wrongly) that I gonna to post a very long post and a lot of bad word as this is more for me to vent my anger on! Lol . So here I am!
Basketball :(
First about CSC basketball match, although we are a great team (said by other), we lost two match in a row which result to be knock out at the first round. Seriously for those people who said that I didn’t work hard enough, FUCK YOU! Because I did gave it my 101% into it but have some regret as I think I could do better than that. This is still not the end. During the second match while we were playing, a group of PUGGOL south CSC were laughing at me saying that I suck at basketball, fat or whatever FUCKS. Why? Because they lose to us last year were not happy about it! More about it, they call a fat girl to get from me number and her reply is :” EEEEEEEEEE! DUNWAN LA!”. Again, Please look into the mirror before u say ANY SHIT ABOUT ME! In addition, there one guy whom dunhav anymore hair on this head is laughing here and there. The whole team suck and they were laughing at people? What do they got to laugh at me? Seriously for people who done this to other, PLEASE DUN LAUGH AT OTHER PEOPLE WEAKNESS WHEN U ARE NOT ANY BETTER WITH THEM! IF you disagree, FUCK U AGAIN!
Nevertheless, I must congratz KS CSC as they won their second match which save them from being knockout.
Seriously, when I see them win, an emotion took over me at that time. Maybe I just jealous with them because they won their match. Hai. Moreover, to people out there who say STEADINESS THAT WOULD COME TO SEE MY MATCH! FUCK U! Dun make empty promise! I dun believe in “Promise are mend to be broken” So if u cant confirm u coming, please dun sound like u are like my SUCK COCK BUDDY liketat. Do u know how sad I am to see how many people tell me that they can’t make it last min or even MIA? So think about it and change your idea about it.
And to some people out there, basketball is a game of teamwork, not solo skill can win the game. To one that are in KSCC team, Please go think for yourself, you are a point guard (i dunno wad u playing but this is my guess), u got to pass the ball to your teammate so that they could do something about it. And when people correct you, Dun FUCKING HELL ATTITUDUE around like i owe you or something. If you think that you are always right? Then GG to you. Else Listen and think for yourself what your role. I dun scold u back is because i kind to you, respect. If it happen one more time, haha u will get double back.
That all for my Basketball story. As now, I am resting for my knee to recover.
IT Fair : )
Well I work for fujitsu this time round again as I too lazy to look for other brand to sell even though they fucking hell keep deduct my pay. So instead of stressing myself and become the top seller, I change it to become more relax and suck more on my boss ball. WHY? Because I found out that people who always suck on my boss ball and wasn’t do problem to him will not deducted but people who chiong for top seller and did some small error to him will get deducted to people until the pay is like the same as people who suck ball. So why stressing myself and end up being said I am a bastard or wad and even quarrel with friend when u can get Suck up the ball? Lol. In addition, party is that I am very tiring due to sending off of zi yang (which I talk about it later) on the first day of IT fair which result in the rest of the fair to be restless.
In the end, I sell 34 sets which is the second top seller. Maybe u guys might think who the first? Haha is a girl who snatch people sale when she see interested buyer and bomb a story that she serve them before! And show off her butt to customer. So if u sees this, GO JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING THANKS!
End of IT show
Farewell party
First story let talk about zi yang bah as he go off earlier than clare. Well actually, I dunno zi yang that well and infact, I only went out with him two times only. However, dunno why just got the feeling that he is a good guy and very nice to talk to that why I went to send him off regardless of the timing which is at 8 am in the airport. Have to wake up at 6 to get ready for IT fair and rush down to take MRT to changi airport. He is going to shanghai for attachment programme for 4 month if I not wrong. So when there talk cock a bit and then bought for him lot and lot of chocolate for him to eat! Lol. Just wanna tell u that take care of yourself there. Hope to see u soon! : ) Second story is about clare as she is going to London to studying at oxford. Same story here lol, I dunno about clare that well too as I hardly go out with her but at least more than zi yang la lol. Due to suay mouth from jay, her flight is really brought forward and make us lack of time to do a good poster for her. This is the first time I have to run inorder to see the person before she check in LOL. But well at least we met her before she goes off to London for a year. Take care of youself more if you see this. Meet up when u are back and I cook thing for u to eat!
That all for my blogging session. I upload some csc picture next time round.
.Saturday, September 5, 2009 ' 11:38 AM Y
A Jap Drama call buzzer beat which i very into it . this is the theme song and is quite meaningful if u translate to english. I try to find the lyric in english. ENJOY:) Oh btw is call ichibu to zenbu
.Saturday, August 29, 2009 ' 2:10 AM Y
Just now my hamster drop into a corner of our drawer.
which make it being trap behind the cardboard.
Used 2 hours to chop off the cardboard and resuce her out LOL!
Hai. Dunno why suddenly think that i am lack of confidence in everything nowadays.
Quiet sad.....
.Monday, August 24, 2009 ' 2:28 AM Y
Well ... There goes my story.
30 August which will be 7 days later will be my First match of CSC at SBC
