Life

This weekend is one of the hardest to get through of the year. One of my beloved family members has passed away. Nevertheless I always think that everything happens for a cause and using another point of view, leaving us doesn’t mean a bad thing for him too. I just feel bad when seeing my Grand mom cried and couldn’t do anything.

So why am I posting this video of Mayday called 你不是真正的快乐? Because I loved one of the lyrics at the end of the video: 为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢  ?

 Don’t you think sometimes life is a bitch? Why you lose something so important in your life and still got to suffer from it? Guess this is life. Still gonna post this phrase I saw on one of my customer MSN: Love the life you lived, Live the life you loved. How hard is that? Another one of my friend told me that she wish to get out of this country to somewhere nobody know her and start all over again. How I wished I can do that too but just that I cannot bear to live my grandparent and parent behind.

 Guess my energy is using up soon and tired with the entire smile to exchange for people bullshit again and again. I think I need a holiday soon.This weekend is one of the hardest to get through of the year. One of my beloved family members has passed away. Nevertheless I always think that everything happens for a cause and using another point of view, leaving us doesn’t mean a bad thing for him too. I just feel bad when seeing my Grand mom cried and couldn’t do anything.

So why am I posting this video of Mayday called 你不是真正的快乐? Because I loved one of the lyrics at the end of the video: 为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢  ?

 Don’t you think sometimes life is a bitch? Why you lose something so important in your life and still got to suffer from it? Guess this is life. Still gonna post this phrase I saw on one of my customer MSN: Love the life you lived, Live the life you loved. How hard is that? Another one of my friend told me that she wish to get out of this country to somewhere nobody know her and start all over again. How I wished I can do that too but just that I cannot bear to live my grandparent and parent behind.
 

Guess my energy is using up soon and tired with tiring to make everyone happy and hiding my own emotion to exchange for people bullshit again and again. Sigh … I think I need a holiday soon.