SCHOOL PORBLEM

I reali dun like ECAD at all....

After 1 and a half year in NP ...

Should wait for a year to see whether i can switch course or just quit my school?

I HATE MY FUCKING INDECISIVE THINKING!

AT this point of time i still dunno wad i wan...

I think i reali am a loser ... Damn

I lost hope in my business DUE TO THE TEACHER DUN remember what he told us to do ...

And that the reason i stay on to school ...

My grandfather health is getting weaker ...

My parent business BREAK TIME is getting closer ...

Problem getting more and more ...

Can anyone enlighten me with sugguestion PLEASE?