Time fly .....

Just finish watching the movie "17 again".

It’s a movie where the main character mike, could go back to 17 years old again to remake his decide again which he regretted before.

I remembered two years ago, I watch this movie when I came back from Indian with Venetia, Vanessa, Cai jun and zhao wei on the twin birthday to give them a shock. Time is really something very scary. Once is gone, no one could find it back.

Today had a quick check with han qiang and suddenly, he asked me what am I going to do after my army. I stoned for awhile and I answer him with don’t know. Every now and then I think of what am I going to do after army, I will feel very scared cause I am really not sure what am I going to do.

I used to be one who had big dream and stuff but after some problem, I seem to lose confidence on my future. Sometime, I really like the attitude of the girls in my poly class. They can earn money and enroll into SIM for the past 4 month only. As comparing to me, I am like totally incomparable to them. I am wasting time since I graduation from poly and I see them going to school tomorrow. Sad

I came from a 6 years of primary course, 5 years secondary course plus a 3 years of poly life. Comparing to others, people in my years might had already finish their NS and in university now. Until now then I can feel how important time is.
Because of lack of confidence, I would not try to go into a relationship with other because I think I don’t have what it take to give happiness to my other half (IF I HAVE LA LOL). And serious I dun think I am good looking too which make me sadder LOL.

So people might think why I talk about the movie “17 again”. It is because that is the age that I took my O level. If only time machine is invented, I would have study more and got into a better course or should I say the course that I love more. Maybe I would be different but I know it is impossible for me to.

I think this post should answer joe question LOL.

And to DPM girl, I have changed my template due to your entire request to be not so “girly” in a sense LOL. Well nite all! Is 5 am now ahaha

Little Chat

Had a little chat with jessica while our way home from malaysia...

Suddenly she asked about my past relationship about someone who i would not mention about her name.

Sometime i really wondered when should i say sorry in a relationship.

Jessica reply is no matter what a guy should say sorry even though you are not in the wrong side.

Maybe this is the reason why i failed in relationship problem LOL!

And just chatting with jessica for 30 min of bus ride can make me emo till now LOL! i must say she is really power. The only girl who can own me haha.

Nevertheless, i need to thank her for the "plane 51" that she loan it to me. LOL