ME , MYSELF AND I

Friday, December 26, 2008

I QUIT!

I quit liao ...

Give up liao ...

Getting boring le ...

Bye B-y-e Basketball ! !

Hai, has admitted to the hospital liao ...

Sad/emo filled me …. What happen? When he buying food for himself around his neighbour during Wednesday morning (raining), he slip and fell down causing his whole head is cover with blood. Some kind china people helped to call the ambulance. No one in the family called us to inform us…

Reason? They dun have our number….. The first thing came to my mind is WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean there SO SO SO SO SO many people in the family who know my FUCKING number and MSN why can’t they ask around?

When I visited him today, I saw his right face totally blue black and eye swallow … I was like kena shock there for a minutes or so before I can talk or what. Heartache when I see him …. Wondered if I done anything for him before.

I ask whether he remembered me, and his answer is “Wei Xian la ….”
Then I totally was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They ask a lot of thing …. Most of the thing he can answer correct but when we ask whether he know he admitted how long liao ?

His answer is 3-4 days liao …..

We ask whether he fall down ar ?

His answer “No la … I scratch too hard on face only ….”

He keeps on saying wanna go back home because he is fine …..

Why he say all the above answer? Because the doctor told him he will be only admitted for 3-4 days and he is fine because he know that hospital is expensive …. Scratch because dunwan us to worry about him.

Then one by one each doctor check on him and do test for him … See liao reali sad ….

Everybody was telling me why “ Ah gong love u the most one ar ….. You must this and that this and that” Is not I dun feel sad and cry or what …. People know me well will know that I won’t cry or emo on the spot one cause I dunwan people to think that I weak or wad…. Not I dunwan to talk to him a not …. I reali dunno what to say when see him hurt unit liketat ….

I ask why dun let him stay is B class bed room. Then they say 4th aunt wan C class wan lei when everyone AGREE on B. My mind was FUCK ….. They can live in FUCKING big house no money to pay this small sum of money? I Pay la? No money tells me …. Come on me not rich but me not that STRINGY like u …

I remember on Wednesday which is Eve of Christmas; I was knocking at his house wondering why no one opens up the door….. Cause they were on in hospital …. What am I doing? Playing and enjoy myself….

Before I left the hospital, my ah gong finally knows who I am…. Then I was like …. Touch ….

He told me that I was very quiet last time and seldom talks but now I talk a lot….. He say that because I didn’t talk during young that why now I talk more then other people. He says I start to talk a lot when I keep asking people why here and there…..

That tells me how much he reali know/remember about me ….
I must well go and jump down better …

Monday, December 22, 2008

BBQ

At either 24/25, Having BBQ at labrador park for joe, JAy and Yikao Birthday

Whose who dunno them can come along too LOl...

But for those who wanna give his as their birthday is $15 ....

So please contact me asps whether u wanna go a not .... Cause i abit too last min LOL ... srry for that ^.^

Saturday, December 20, 2008

AH KU AND ME! (Basket Ball)

AH ku and me reali make a good combo at basketball ...

Because we have a sercet tatic which is .......

"WIN" !!!!!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Question

Why some Boys/Girls heart/feeling change like changing clothes one ar?

Hmmmmmm .....

Just saw someone blog .... He/She can break today, the next day got new pather again man ... Just thinking WTF they thinking ... Why dun bang the wall with their head and think WTF they wan or wad ... LOL ... The one I felt sorry for is their ex, who gave their 100% into this relationship useless they were not trying too LOL!

Random but just got a BIG BIG ? in my head lOl

Holiday/New Year

Is holiday le ...

Chirstmas coming ...

Brand new year is coming ...

One year of my life is gone again ...

Hai ... Why can't I be born with a sliver spoon?

Then maybe everythings is different by now ...

Look at other people faces ...

Smile even though I being scolded ...

Smile to the person when I hate him feel down my heart ...

Smile when I feel like crying ...

Do thing when I not even have a little interest on it ...

Encourage someone when I dunno how to encourage myself ...

If only I have more money and power ...

If only ...

Maybe like what Ah ku Said:

I am ALIVE but that SAD ...

... ... ... ... ...
... ... ... ... ...

Will next year be a better year?

Bet it will still be a sucky year for me ...

Cause there too going thing going on for me ...

Too many thing that I can't put down ...

And too many people I didn't forgive ...

Because for the thing I cant't let go and I didn't forgive someone, it is .... Tiring LOl ... Not I dunwan to forgive but is just my mind/heart/dunno what telling me I just can't LOl ...

This is human/Me...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Yi Kao Little NOnya



The kopi gia's version of little nonya. The left one is sad. The middle 1 tried to act chio. The right one is happy. LOL.. btw the guy is called YI KAO!

Monday, December 8, 2008

C&P AGAIN!!!!

C&P from my cousin blog .... quite interesting for me ....

认命吧
都注定好了
不是吗?


多么的不舍得
多么的不开心
多么的伤心
哭再多也没有用


没有了就是没有了


笑一个!

Ya i agree that if you lose it.... no matter what we do.... wad gone is gone .... it will nvr come back to us .... So why not smile :)
And ....

我说好的幸福
在不知不觉之中,
输给了缘分

Emo huh ... one moment you can be very very close with that person ....

Another moment, he/she can be in another person arm ....

And at that moment... ur heart is shatter into pieces... sad huh ...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

BasketBall Temper

Lost my temper again because of losing streak.....

Damn ... No improvement at all...

Feel so demoralize ... Saded ....

Feel so lost suddenly ....

Hai ... HAi.... HAI....

Sorry Ah ku ... I tried my best to win but still ....

Signing off....

All talk no action Xie

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

overall it fair

IT finished LO! Got another 3 months to rest before the next IT fair …

Summary of my IT fair….

Work for 3 days, Fri, Sat and Sun
Fri – 8 sets
Sat – 7 sets
Sun – 12 sets
Total = 27 sets! TOP SELLER for newstead fujistu

Quite happy about that as I only work for 3 days and another worked for 4 days LOL
Wanna to thank Venetia for helping me to buy mouse! LOL. A ranger mouse 1600 DPI for only 19.90! lol

Busy like siao lately…. TMR is the submission of my DWA…. Hope nothing happen Lol…. Then the next week is exam then HOILDAY LO! Lol

What am I going to do during the holiday? BASKETBALL BASKETBALL AND MORE BASKETBALL!

That all Guys lOL.
Sign off by All talk no action XIe