ME , MYSELF AND I

Friday, January 30, 2009

Chinese new year photo!!








This is all the photo taken during my dad side party! LOL.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy CHinese NEW year 2009

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U !

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Chinese new yEAR 2009







Going to be CHINESE NEW YEAR in less than 24 hours!

I want to throw all my bad memory in 2008 away and hope to get memorable moment in 2009!

But guess that 2009 wouldn’t be a very good year as my dad business going to stop for a year… But I am going to try my best to keep myself happy HAHA.

A lot of thing goes on in my mind lately because many people like to ask question that make me think a lot lol. But well I love to think of problem on why, what, when and how. Feb 14th coming and until now I can’t seem to find someone to go on a date with me on that date! Shit lOl. Izzit true that I am going out with joe on that day? LOL.

Just a recap on the past few years, I think I really become more and more sensible. I start to think more for other than myself. A few week back, when I am joking around with terry, out of no where, Wj(my poly classmate) said something like:

“Who drinking soyabean milk is a dog”

And I am the only who is drinking it. And is no link from the joke? LOl. I am quite shock on how I matter he problem. Instead of give a hell out of him, I relax and clam myself down and didn’t wanna to pick a fight with him. I stop saying words that will hurt someone or didn’t give face to them.

People who know me well around sec 3 will know. I am pure bastard at that time. Thinking of now, I really had changed a lot better. LOl. I start not to give excusing on pushing blame. And I start to study too! lol…. Hope I can improve on myself more!

Thinking of someone important to me last year, which I spend most of my time trying to get her heart, ming asked me something which make me wondered: “Do I really like her or am I just unwilling to give up because I dunwan to feel like losing” not as in lost but cannot get her because I think I spend time and effort on her.

After much thinking, I think is I am unwilling to give up because I dunwan to feel like losing. LOL. Stupid right. Because of the feeling, I keep on mood swing here and there. Doing a lot of thing here and there. But as I said, I never regret at all. If I not wrong, she got a BF liao so hope her life will be better than ever. HAHA.

Been reading comic lately called: Colour Love Life!

IS about a boy and a girl living under one roof how they develop their love. Quite an interesting comic for me so guys who are interested in this kind of love story would take a look LOL.

One last thing: I NOT DRUNK AT THE KTV SESSION!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Long nagging session

HI! Long time no blog so here I am to update u guys about my “Boring Life”.

Let talk something about my favourite sport. BASKETBALL!

My point of view in basketball, although I like to win or should I say who dun love to win? But when I win, I like the match to be clean win! Whereas no “Elbow or banging like a bull” is need for both team unless people use it first. Where both team use only skills but not in violent.

Actually for what I think is that after so long for bballing, we know all the people around the court, why do people wants to use violent to friend inorder to win? My friend told me something last Friday that we can win! But just that we need to be smellier in the sense. Then the first thing that came to my mind is that what different are we from Chee Sheng? Where everyone will hate him and scold him like there no tomorrow? If we dun like his action, why follow?

Nevertheless, I decided to go more other place to play bball to learn more move or what.


Second thing. Need to do some explaining to my friend.

This Friday, when to sing K at Chinatown there with Da Pao Ming, Belly Koh, Chee Hong lien, Double Jocelyn and Jessica. Open a jug of beer and martell at there which cost $229net and 3 hours of K. Quite reasonable for me. But here come the bad part. I think I drink too much which cause me to …….. HAHA no need me to say liao la. Guess also can guess rite. Ming they all ask me why as usually I would be better.

Q: Why I drink so fast?

Because Ming told me that he saw someone which brings me back to my past. HAHA.

Q: Why I headache so fast?

Because if u guys see, I mix my martell with beer and drink LOL. Which I dun think any of u saw it.

Q: Why I dun talk much?

Because when I drink too much, I dun talk LOL. Not because I angry or what LOL

BUT overall, its was fun man! Happy that thing actually worked out which at first I dun think it would. LOL. Jessica I WASN’T DRUNK! I know WHAT am I DOING! Haha. Just that I thinking of something and the place is damn cold! If I drunk how do I bring u guys to eat man! lOL. This few drink would drunk me one la! And sry guys if I do anything wrong! HAHA

The following day…..
Attend a wedding at Swiss hotel! The hotel is really POWER MAN. 5 star and the environment is totally best man! Reaching there sit at table 52 where there total 65 total! After hearing that one table cause more than 1300! I was so SHOCK man. LOL. The meal was good with a very pretty twin waitress serving our table LOL. Drinking martell again LOL. Drinking 4-6 cups I decided not to drink so much as I still got planning after that. Took some picture and take cab to tiong for a movie. RED CLIFF 2 before I walk home alone….. HAHA.

Busy with all my assignment lately!
Date Due is at:

Ecad – TuEsday

OOAD – Friday

DWA- Friday

OMG my brain going to burst liao lOL. HEng there is a very pretty, caring and kind-hearten girl called Jessica helped me a lot in my ecad! But well I also helped her in dWA LA lol. Came all the way to my house there library to helped me on Sunday ! thank ar lOL. Dun do it without her :x
Pic will upload tmr!

Sorry

Sorry guys for the disbehaivour on friday .....

Well be better(IF i dun drink ^^)....

Well blog more when i got time

Monday, January 12, 2009

Test ....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
Ans: Dunno....

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Ans: YES !

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
Ans: YES YES !

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Ans: YEs YES YES!

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
Ans: NO! Education is a waste of my time.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
Ans: DUnno yet lOl

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
Ans: Sort of LOL

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Ans: YES YES YES YES! Specially on the anger part...

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Ans: Maybe? LOL

Another Test

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
Ans: dunno arbo u tell me lo LOL

You value your friendships: 70%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Ans: Friend first then myself ! lol

If can read about it and tell me izzit real a not base on how u feel about me lOL.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Hai ...

Wannna take a break ...

New Wish list !!!!

1. Get better result!

2. MUST CONTROL MY TEMPER !

3. More money !

4. Find a date on Feb 14(if dunhav also ....)

5. Earn More MOney ...

6. To Win CB in basketball!

7. To have more Friend!

haha hope i can get all the wish

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Super MAN !!!

I wan to be like SUPERMAN! HAHA

Sunday, January 4, 2009

LOSER XIE!

I lose to CB in basketball 0-7 ....

Then wad am i when i lose to a CB ....

hai .... sorry to someone .... cannot help her win still kena thrash....

Friday, January 2, 2009

Waiting to die










Some photo i found over my picture folder so decided to post it out ....

People ask me what my life is about ...

I would say ....

"Waiting to die lo...."

Cause my life is aimless ...

People are all looking forward for a brand new year with a better year... But look like for me, is just another year of my fuck up life .... I used to have alot of big dream and aim but thank to someone happen to be in my life ... i decided to just wait 4 death bah ...

OH - MY - GOD ! I cant believe it that i have been NAGGING the same problem OVER AND OVER again ... i just couldnt stop LOL ... sad sad U_U ... Trying to get it over ... haha try bah ...

Random but jackson asked me what my wish for 2009 during one of the lunch when we meet:

Since that day he asked, i been thinking but the answer right didnt come up into my mind.... Maybe like what Mr Lai(Poly Form Teacher) said: "You really got no balls". Reason because i didnt dare to face up to any problem i faced which i know is a problem i have since young... Finding excuses and lie my way through is what i know best .... Wondering when can i start to face my own life and stop being SO naggy about the past ...