ME , MYSELF AND I

Thursday, December 9, 2010

TIME TO UPDATE!!

Ever since I enter S*F, time seems to be very limit therefore I am too lazy or not enough time to update my blog. But inorder not to let my blog rot away, I will squeeze of some of my sleeping time to update it.

Ever since I enter S*F, I have gain something but lost a lot of thing. It make me grow up from boy to man? LOL! Seriously I dun think so. The gain is so little that I think it cannot cover what I lost.

I seriously dunno what to blog my life is stuck in S*F. No matter what I think of now is there. Not because I like it, but I just has a fear in it.

Let skip this part.

I find myself hard to communicate with someone nowadays, especially someone whom I know longer. Today at basketball, aku and Jackson say something outside the court about me when I was playing (something bad). I know they are joking but I just can’t take it for some reason.

Is it me who appear to be someone who can take a lot of joke therefore does this?
Or is it me which my temper gone so bad that I can’t take this kind of small joke?
No matter what, the reason I said this is because people who make me angry are usually people who are closer to me. I wondered why. Is it because I normally show people a fuk care attitude that why nobody care about my feeling before they talk to me? Or because I seriously can’t take certain joke?

Not just this group, meeting her 6.20 pm at Tiong MRT station. while i reach, she was not contactable. At 6.30pm, she called me and said she leaving her house then. LOL! Wtf! Finally she reach at 6.50pm or so.

So once again, is my attitude nowadays let people think that is alright to late for 30 min and come without saying a single sorry to me? Or u just didnt care about what people said about you? haha

Something I really wish I can call back venetia and grp to ask what kind of person I am. Not because they know me the best, but there must be something wrong with me that why we stop contacting each other.

I really need to buck up in life.

To be a better person and for a better tomorrow

Next Year AIM:

Happiness!

Sad life