ME , MYSELF AND I

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Indonesia Trips

After being picked by my squadron to PEKANBARU in Indonesia for oversea duty, I know that is another get away trip for me to really think again what I really want in my life. This is the second time of my life that I will be away from my comfort zone for more than a month and with a down hearted feeling.

Well I experience a lot of things over here like massage, clubbing, drinking and most importantly is the life style of Indonesian. Pekankabru’s pricing of everything is not as cheap as what people might think of for an Indonesia country. Everything is either around the price of Singapore item or things like clubbing and drinking are even more expensive than Singapore.

But after staying with my teammates: Puven, Marshall, KK and Ian make me experience life of different bases but same job scope. But I decided not to compare with them as if I really do, I will be in hell. I can see that how people can behavior here where they got a family back in Singapore but play like hell over here. Indonesian people really gain my respect as they starts to work at the age of 9? Or maybe earlier? Just by selling newspaper or toy at the road side helping out their family. Which I believe that Singapore kid won’t be about to compare to them at such an age.

After talking to different people, I learn that to complain less if you know that you have to be it no matter what. I think this is really important to me as I am a naggy person in nature. Hahaa. I celebrated birthday in Indonesia with a surprise cake by my teammates which I felt care and concern by them. I really had to thanks them for making it happen.

I come with down hearted feelings which happen to be the same girl affects me before my India trips two years ago. Lucky or not, is different feeling felt compare to two years ago. This time is jealousy and a bit of Inferior than “him” than heartbroken. A lot of thoughts go through my mind during this trip and make me think why I have such feeling involve. Well hope that when I back to Singapore I will have a better life than what I used to have!

Not much to say but continue when I got time