Old day? Or New problem....

Today meet up with desmond for a basketball session...

Mixed feeling and thinking gone through my mind thinking about my past again. I really enjoy being hanged out with desmond but just thinking about the past and what might happen it the future. But the thing that makes me happy is what desmond told me before and fulfil his promise saying that:

“IF you got bullied in basketball, tell me and I help you out.”

It’s really touched me whether being he wanna to have fun or really wanna help me out, this kind of little action can make me feel very happy. And after so long and I tell him a very strong Malaysia come down to TBCC and we cant win him, he agree to go down with me…

Something about what yan feng told me on Friday night just before valentine day. I told him what am I thinking this few days and what I want in my life. I complain my entire problem to him and he told me was:

“If you didn’t try, how you know you won’t succeed? You can’t keep thinking of the past failure and make it a milestone to you!”

I really agree on what y.F told me but sometime, life cannot be changing just listen to what others say. It needs time to change and adapt to the kind of lifestyle. I know I need to move on but most of the people dunno how no confidence I am in myself.

Maybe the main reason is because I am fat which make me totally low morale.
I just dunwan to repeat the history again …

Going to something today or else my blog feel dead LOL.

This few days keep on going for basketball game at TBCC until I going crazy le LOL.
Today BBAll TOTALLY SADED! Manage to win only 1 Match over the NITE! But I think overall the team was great but me, we put up a good defence but offence part, no matter how hard I aim and shoot, the ball just won’t go in…. Damn … Totally low moral for my team and myself …. Gonna train harder and make the promise with GH come true!

Hai, as the day goes by, is coming to my IOP(India trip) le. A lot of thing make worry and uneasy as this time of period could say no long nor short and a lot of thing could happen. I will depart on the 9th of March morning if I not wrong….. SAD but also looking forward to it lOL!

Btw going to Malaysia on the 28th of feb to a lot of different place with pinky and gang if confirm la LOL. Dunno got enough cash for me a not but I try not to over spend bah LOL.

Something about my life now, finally I think I moving on with my life with the help of a lot of friend I must say. Stop thinking about why liketat this kind of stupid thing. But I do believe on venetia’s word of:

What yours is yours…..

I must admin I am really try my very best but just didn’t work out on C……. LOL. I think god is joking with me as I finally got a new target in life (of course is girl la), I leaving for India soon…. Damn the timing LOL. So didn’t have any intend to get close with her or what….

Maybe is faith playing with me :(((….

Roses meaning

Colour of ROSE

Red Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion

Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"


- Pink Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.

Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy



- Yellow In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.

Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.


- White Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"

Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"



- Lavender Love at first sight and enchantment

Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.



- Orange Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination

An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

Number of rose

1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses I love you

- 6 Roses I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

So how many should i give her? LOL

C and P AGAIN!

Here I am again from Copy and paste session! This is from pinky Friendster!

读到第几句时,你会心痛.....
1.我以为小鸟飞不过沧海是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气十年以后我才发现不是小鸟飞不过去而是沧海的那一头早已没有了等待……

2.你走的那天我决定不掉泪迎着风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼……

3.多谢你的绝情让我学会死心……

4.带著一根烟.浪迹天涯……

5.木头对火说:"抱我"!火拥抱了木头`木头微笑着化为灰烬!火哭了!泪水熄灭了自己……当木头爱上烈火注定会被烧伤……

6.当眼泪流下来才知道分开也是另一种明白。

7.我真的爱你闭上眼以为我能忘记但流下的眼泪却没有骗到自己……

8.回家的路上我哭了眼泪再一次崩溃孓.无能为力这样走着再也不敢骄傲奢求了。我还能够说些什么我还能够做些什么我好希望你会听见因为爱你我让你走了……

9.不要轻易说爱许下的承诺就是欠下的债

10.是我的终究是我的`我终归是你的一个过客`你始终不爱我`注定我和你就是什么都不会发生`注定`注定只是注定`不管我怎么跨越不管我怎么想靠近你`你还是会离开我的`我好想你`好想好想你`好想好想见你

11.脸上的快乐别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.

12.分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人.

13.有的人与人之间的相遇就像是流星,瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花,却注定只是匆匆而过.

14.时间会慢慢沉淀有些人会在你心底慢慢模糊。学会放手你的幸福需要自己的成全。

15.我能感觉到你的心痛你有你说不出的无奈...但是你做出一副无所谓的样子你越是这样我就越难受`

16.有些的时候正是为了爱才悄悄躲开.躲开的是身影躲不开的却是那份默默的情怀。

17.爱到分才显珍贵很多人都不懂珍惜拥有.只到失去才看到其实那最熟悉的才是最珍贵的.

18.有时爱也是种伤害.残忍的人选择伤害别人善良的人选择伤害自己.

19.你走了带着我全部的爱走了只是一句分手.我忍着眼泪看着你的背影好想最后在抱你一次好想在对你说一次"我爱你"

20.淋过雨的空气疲倦了的伤心我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的融化.

21.既然爱为什么不说出口有些东西失去了就在也回不来了

22.相爱是种感觉当这种感觉已经不在时我却还在勉强自己这叫责任分手是种勇气当这种勇气已经不在时我却还在鼓励自己这叫悲壮-

23.人生不止寂寞不已。寂寞人生爱无休寂寞是爱永远的主题.我和我的影子独处.它说它有悄悄话想跟我说.它说它很想念你^原来`我和我的影子`都在想你`

24.在完美的彼岸刚刚上演了一场悲剧所有的血与泪在枯萎的荆棘蕴育出一个花蕾它将经历轮回的七场雷雨然后绽放在潮湿的空气中……

25.鱼上钩了那是因为鱼爱上了渔夫它愿用生命来博渔夫一笑……

26.喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记却不曾记起你从未属於过我……

　如果有一天不再喜欢你了我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落颓废…我不想再要那样的生活所以在我还没有放弃你　
之前请你,至少要喜欢上我……

27.其实我一直在你身边守候,等你靠在我肩上诉说,会不会有那么一天,你的温柔都属于我,我不会再让你难过,让你的泪再流!

28.你当我是个风筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好带回家,别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,让我心伤.

29.窗外下着雪泡一杯咖啡握到它凉了才知道又想起了你。我的期待你如何才能明白

30.第一次哭是因为你不在第一次笑是因为遇到你第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你

31.岁月就象一条河左岸是无法忘却的回忆右岸是值得把握的青春年华中间飞快流淌的是年轻隐隐的伤感。世间有许多美好的东西但真正属于自己的却并不多。看庭前花开花落荣辱不惊望天上云卷云舒去留无意。在这个纷绕的世俗世界里能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切也是一种境界。

32.我们的生活有太多无奈我们无法改变也无力去改变更糟的是我们失去了改变的想法……

33.看庭前花开花落荣辱不惊望天上云卷云舒去留无意。

34.在这个纷绕的世俗世界里能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切也是一种境界。

35.人生最遗憾的,莫过于,轻易地放弃了不该放

MY NEW GIRLFRIEND

YES FINALLY I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND! Here my New girlfriend Picture. She is age 20 this year who is a Japanese's ganguro!!! Chio right? LOL LOVE HER TO BITS :))))))