Hmmm.... hear that IT newstead didn’t enter for Packarbell. So now mean that I free to join any company which I want to join/work for. So any promoter those work or under me before, you all are free to follow me or find your own brand.

So if wanna follow me, PLEASE contact me asps.
Btw I can join the following company, so please give me some advice which brand should I do?

1. AMD Acer
2. Asus
3. Fujistu
4. Packardbell (Not under newstead)

I have changed ...

Just sitting here alone at night trying to think of a situation for my friend, I can reali feels the pain of it. Although is not happening to me, but I used to be a freak who can’t even be touch by anything. Thinking of how painful could she/he be, I feel it. Hmmm...... Sometime I reali wish to ask her whether she regret knowing me. Maybe I guess maybe is thru knowing me then she got the pain? Hmmm.... or just like lam kang said; I am reali too busy body about someone else... Hope I can get the answer by tonight.

But whether is i too busy body or wad. I won't bare to see my friend down or wad. And that me :) for sure

AM i the only Believer down here?

WOO! DAMN LONG NVR UPDATE LO! Miss me a not? Lol. Well been sick for 2 months liao and still didn’t getting any better. This few weeks is like a hell to me. Eat = vomit.

Got a new student in basketball although I suck at it too. VENETIA! Well hope can at least get her in the TP basketball girl team. Actually dunno how to say but she doesn’t look herself this few day....

Last Friday been to the Arena to see my friend, kalafilochi singing at Star Dust Singapore contest. Well she sang well but just didn’t know why she didn’t even get into top 3 when the rest of the contester is like SOSO to me. Nevertheless, I think she gave all she could.

Saturday work at newstead AGAIN! Sell 3 laptop but 2 of it is acer which I can’t get any commission for it.

Sunday go play basketball with ven under the hot sun. FINALLY she improves on bouncing the ball, inside scoring, passing and a bit of lay up on 2 hours. She good I can say causes the above thing I use a long time to learn it. Hope tmr she can master all the above SKIll.

Monday, rest the whole day. And pray hard that I can play for KSCC for zone contest.

Actually now I think of something, why does Thomas hate desmond so much? And why does he say something about des when he himself are repeating the history again? (if i didn’t guess wrong) my mind is full of “?” around. Got a lot of question needed to ask him but dunno when to start.

You used to tell me that she was correct because she has the right to accept him a not. But he was wrong because he give up on her. But if the thing i guess correct, why you have to repeat the same thing to her? I wonder....... Or am I the only idiot to believe that you are the one for her? GOD

Found it On Website

HAHA .... found the following story on the web..... quite interesting for me .... So i copy and pass it here ^.^

Every girl dreams that one
day she
will find a boy that does these things
for her. Even the smallest action can
have the BIGGEST impact on someone's
life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous.
• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
• look at her like she`s the only one
you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants
of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
• and when you lie to her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.

The last point i didnt get it. Why lie to her must love her like you never loved someone before ? Hmmm .... i wondered. If someone know the answer, kindly please tell me the answer .... THANK !

Because OF ?

Very long since I update.... Today topic: Because Of.

There were a lot of thing I dunno. But ever since I enter poly, everything things started to change everyday its pass. Sometime I think that maybe is not the people around me that are changing; maybe I am the one who changing? But who knows?

Because of Eileen, I see the how a guy could be with his girlfriend and keep aeroplane his friend around and just give some lousy excuse?

Because of Thomas, I see that how a girl could please one and change everything because of him.

Because of Lamkang, I could see how good a friend reali can do.

Because of Feng, I could see how one could work hard in a relationship but it turn out bad.

Because of Desmond, I can see how selfish a person could be for himself.

Because of Jessica, I could see that how HARD IS TO BE A GOOD LEADER and promise. And how my class could twist their word around.

Doing reflection for a few nite after someone told me something. Key thing I heard is.

• I hard to please
• Our class is great because we have a good leader

Think of it, actually izzit very hard to please me? I dun think so. I just like normal people. Just that you people are talking about trust and promise so much. I have tried every way to keep my trust and promise toward u all (although sometime I crack joke to lie to u all; x). Ya, maybe u say Thomas this and that but u say that u will call. But hey, u could just simply tell me or wad. Well I dunno what you’re thinking. If he is reali so important to you then well I speechless.

“Our class is great because we have a good leader”? Izzit reali true? Or just one tries to lie to me because I trying to call the whole to her dad shop? Hmmm..... well me, myself think that I not a good leader and I also dun think that they wouldn’t agree with that. Maybe is reali too different from secondary school that why I couldn’t control the class. Maybe I care too much because I not the chairman anymore.

W H A T W E N T W R O N G !

Just a quick one, nothing has gone good for me this few days. Either goes out kena Aeroplane by friend or goes for a basketball at tiong CC without winning a game FOR 2 hours. Sick for the past few week. Something must be wrong in my life. Just can’t reali Figure out wad wrong.

Melvin sorry for wad I say to you yesterday. A bit mood swing. Doesn’t mean any harm one la. But u put me aeroplane two in a day so LET FORGIVE AND FORGET BAH!