NOW OR NEVER

Day 24 at India le …. Life for me is getting more and more fuck up for me and that all I can say. Getting a lot of misunderstanding from friend over there and also a lot of different prank by dunno which fucker over there …..

Life at India makes me think of what am I going to do when I return Singapore.
2 choices for me:

Happiness or career?

These two things keep on going round and round on my mind make me sleepless every night. SEI BEI SIAN AR! A lot of different shit happen on me, my DOA common test finish liao then suddenly lose one of the file out of the 4 file….. Which mean going to fail liao…. Kena lock in the room …. WHAT THE FUCK!

I think for a 20 years old poly kid, I really work every hard liao for my career…. But for me, I am really very unhappy for the past 2 years liao and I really wants my life to change once and for all…

A lot of people told me to go for happiness as well that what I am lacking of most LOL … But I really dun wan give up again like what used to be….. haha so prepare me to go do something huge when I reach Singapore guys ! lol!

IS NOW OR NEVER

Btw Ven u ask cj how much she wanna pay for ur birthday the rest is on me 

Dota In india

After about 1 to 1 1/2 years of life without playing Dota, I also dunno why i tell Terry they all that i wanna to be part of the dota team going to join the Ragam 09 Dota in India.... Myabe i too bored.... but well i am in the "Second" team which is lousy than the first team...

Nevertheless, the first team lost at the first round due to unlucky which they pick the ex champ as the first match.... Well at least now i am in semi final so hope we can win this game :)

Result 2008 October

Result Out le ... Quite happy with it as i improve by a lot for me...

GPA 2.76

Project mangement - B

Develop Web Application - B

ECAD - C+

OOAD - C+

Happier Life

Life is India is sure boring …. But what to do? I am already stuck by it seem like my life become a bit better and better with more friend! But still what the life I want so must keep on thinking and changing bit by bit!

9/3/09
Play basketball and found out that Indian basketball in India is really damn good and I find it hard to keep up with them but I will try my best to improve and own them.

From research, 90% of the Indian smoke.
70% of them weed
5% play with high class drug like blue ice

Wah their life is really WOAH! Lol …. Smoke cost 40 rupee there which is only 1 .30 dollar in sing? And a pack of weed cost like 100 rupee and is around 3.30 sing dollar? LOL…. I am gonna to try weed in india and see what is feel like I guess…. LOL … I got one life so gonna try everything…. ^^

11/3/09

This day is one of my happiest times among my past 2 year of life. Is a public holiday there because of the king birthday and everyone in the country will be happy and cheer. They will use different kind of colour powder or water to wipe or throw and other to give their blessing.

So like weijie such a playful boy, how can he miss SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY! So he gears himself up with an ngee ann T-shirt and gets READY FOR WAR! He never scare of death so when he reaches the battle field, he was shock as he forgets to bring his weapon
(colour powder or water)!

Nevertheless, he continue his journey to the battlefield and all sort of images run through his mind and finally, he reached the battle field and in front of him was hundred of india people armed with powder and water! Weijie dash forward and surround by the Indian and second later, he was covered by all sort of different colour. But he gave the enemy a good fight too LOL.

Really like his kind of event as Singapore has none close to this event. And is the only time that I can really let go and enjoy myself to the max… can see all the Indian running toward u with colour powder and water and splash at u! And return fire at them too lol.

To ven: I am trying and I remembered every word u told me that night. Give me some time and I sure that I will change for sure. But I need time and I have plenty of time at India and so … LOL … I gonna to enjoy my life when I back in sg…. NO MORE EMO PAST and NO MORE Hatred ANYMORE! Will be better and clever at relationship and friend… And be a better friend of yours lOL. So dun worry about me one la! lOL. I know a lot of new friend LO!

WHAT A GREAT DAY I HAVE BEFORE LEAVING!

REACH INDIA LO !

But the question is SO ? haha

All i can see CURRY!!!!! LOL!!! Scary for ME!(cause i didnt like hot food) HAHA!

Not gonna blog much as not in a good mood to talk or wad shit .

India is a very amazing place where can see car drive like the road belong to them and how can two people who knows how to speak english can't commicate ! OMGZZZZ!

I totally get owned like shit .... Didnt get to know a lot of friends but i sure i will be fine over there. CAUSE I AM XIE WEIJIE! WHAT can defeat me? I AM UNDEFEATED WAHAHAHAH!

Will post photo of what is india like soon but not today... DAMN DAMN MOODY and thinking,trying to find a way to get back on my track!

Gonna to think and really think hard for myself liao .... If i still dun think for myself.... I am doom .... -.-"

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Hello! I back to Singapore after my Malaysia trip! Soon after this, here come my India trip already:( .

Malaysia was enjoyable and I experience a lot of different thing like spending 62 RM on playing game for a doll and end up with nothing! lOL. Going on a swim with fish all around me but get cheated LOL. And buying super lot stuff of strawberry for all my friend and family! Although I caught on a cold and fever on the second day, but deep down on my heart, is really enjoyable.

Let not talk about my Malaysia trip much as I saw one of my good friend blog posts. Here its goes:

I never really have friends that I can confide my problems in. even if I have, they soon drift away

Hmm…. Seriously I feel so sad when looking this post with a few different reasons:

1. I really tried to solve every of her problem she met but just that maybe we are really drifting apart.

2. One of my friends is in needs and I still dunno about it?

Hmm, I am trying very hard to give in to my friends and family. But seem like I over look at this friends. Drifting apart huh …. If talking about my group of friends,
What should I do to prevent it?
What should I do to make sure every of my friend happy?

I know that is impossible because I maybe a good friend but my existing never impact other life. Or put it in other way, the one they need or listen to their problem is not me. To others, I am funny or wad and never serious in anything. But truly, 2 year back of me. I am not a joker who acts like an idiot and I take everything seriously. Dunno what gone into me and I really dun like the way I am now. Grumpy.... broke and aimless. I used to have everything I need.

I got a girlfriend that cares about me everything I need.

I can spent my money didn’t any problem.

I got a lot of different group of friend going out with me.

I quit drinking.

I quit fighting.

I got better result in my studies.

I got a life full of aim and vision.

But the way I am now, I got nothing…. Nothing at all….. Damn it, fucked up, suck it and whether bad word I can name it. I stuck here because of a group of friends…. What more can I do for my friends? I think I am very native. WHY, I can give up everything for my friend! Money, idea and EVEN the one I love. So the thing is WHAT MORE u all wan from me? I really cant …. Nvm ….. I think I think too much too…. dun get the wrong ideas cause me aint talking specific friend but just an overall for me to vent out my anger.

I promise when I come back to Singapore after my IOP. I will forgive and forget everything of my past.