Shocking ....

Today when i awake, saw one of my hamster, Xiao Hei was sleeping.

But the shocking thing is that i found out that no matter how hard i call him, he did not response. That is when i found out that actually he is dead ....

Spend 120 dollar to call a service from to come and bring my xiao hei to buried and build a tombstone for him .... And bring me back the picture and the tombstone back to my house and keep her inside my memory.

Guess the one really heartbroken is my mom as she dote her alot food wise. Guess i will not hear anymore dish plate hitting sound at night anymore even if i wants to hear it....

And Xiao Bai my another hamster will be very bored.... It really break my heart when i see xiao bai tried to call and shake xiao hei wake up today when i haven found out that she is gone...

Totally sad and emo .... Hai .....

RIP Xiao Hei

Saw this phrase on one of my friend facebook tagged photo album name. Make me think of what I used to say. Here its goes:

“When we're this young, we have nothing to lose...”

Well when I see this, I feel like seeing myself when I was 15 that time. I Used to say this phrase a lot.

“I am still young ma. Anything I do also cannot to lose so scare what?”

As the time goes on, I think to realize that maybe is true that we didn’t think of the possible result when we do something and we have cannot to lose even though we are in wrong. Starting to feel immature during teenager time when I have this kind of thinking back then.

Because we didn’t though of the people around us that cares for us how heartbroken will they be if we got into trouble. We really got anything to lose because when we really get into trouble, it was people who really care for us helped us to wipe our ass off.

A lot of teenager will think “AIYA! If anything happen, I own self settle la! I got my brother/friend support!”

Haha … Wait until that day when we really get into deep shit, that when the time when the so call brother/friend one by one left one. Then wait for ur family to come and help u wipe ur ass.

Seriously, I think I screw up my secondary school life because of this phrase. However, I trying hard to change for the best.

I hereby say that I not those kinds who pick on fight without any reason nor I am one who bully people who are smaller size than me. Finally I also not gangster or what! LOL

I am changing already.....

But guess everything is too late by now? ....

Circle circle dot dot

Circle circle dot dot song!

See this song for our CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT CLUB! LOL.

Mircosoft Picture

HAHAHA! Mircosoft Finalist!

Tiring Days ...

Just do a quick blog b4 I go and play chess.

Finally enter another competition called the Microsoft Excel Finalist. The score was 1000 the max and during the prelim round, I got 951. In addition, was the over all two at NP. During that competition on Friday, which held at City plaza, I got 978 due to a stupid mistake and my timing is around 8 minutes plus. Finally, lost due to someone getting full mark for the test. Quite emo la as I think I really put in a lot of hard work liao and now can only pray to get top 10 list.

After that met Jackson, Joe, Shirley, Wen jin and gray to see Angel and demon. Not bad for that kind of show which not really the type I likes. Next, we went on to Shirley house for supper and play around with my BFF! lOl.

I need to give in 100% of what I can do to everything I DO!

I need to concentrate on what I want!

I can do it if I want!

P.s I Promise U that I will not fight again mean I will not fight again. I am a man of my words. You shall wait and see how I am going to make it true!

Random choosen when i close my eye lOL

Sly birthday

MMA CHAMPION!

Des, Me and Feng! ONE UNDERWEAR 3 PEOPLE WEAR!

Feel like posting cause i love goat! BUT WHO THE BLACK FIGURE AT THE BACK OF THE PICTURE!

PISSING ME OFF

WEIJIE NOW IS SUPER DAMN PISS OFF!

OMG OMG CANT STOP! DAMN!

ANGER! ANGERY!

Today celebrate Sly birthday .... Overall is ok lo ....

Dunwan to talk about the good thing but say something i am piss at:

1. I hate people to play with cake no matter what!

2. U know wad is respect? I show respect to people bigger than me UNLESS they fuck up. so WTF u got the rite to say me? U believe i can give u hell? Try me!

3. After 1 and a half year....... I finally kena hit(really beat me not in love) again by an girl which is totally serious although she say she not... so well ... liketat lo ... wad can i do loL.

What respect got to earn or wad shit... i know got to earn but is a basic respect to show someone elder than u to respect him.... If dunno... Then go back primary school to study Hao Gong Ming la....

Random Pic

WHY QUARREL!

Hai, Sad basketball day again ....

Seeing two group of my friend quarrel with each other again ...

DAMN!

FUCK OFF LA

I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK U ALL WANT FOR ME!

WHEN I SERIOUS, U ALL SAY MY TEMPER FUCK UP!

WHEN I NOT SERIOUS, U ALL SAY I FUCK UP PLAY!

WHEN U ALL SAY LET DO IT TOGETHER, U ALL GIVE ME FUCK UP THING or U COME FROM BOMBING PRIMARY SCHOOL ONE?

FUCK OFF ! I HAVE ENOUGH! WHY DUN GIVE ME A BREAK! PLEASE FUCK WHATEVER U LIKE AND FUCK OFF FROM MY WORLD!

WHAT BROTHER and WHAT GOOD FRIEND!

ALL LIER! FUCKER!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH FFFFUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK UUUUU AAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

NA BEI KNN CB!

YOU ALL IS THE BEST!

I AM ALWAYS AT FAULT!

YA YA! CAUSE I SUCK!

YOU ALL ALWAYS SAY I DIDNT PUT IN HARDWORK!

DO U ALL PUT IN ANY HARDWORK?

WHICH ONE OF U ACTUALLY KNOW I AM HARDWORKING HARD?

YOU ALL DUNNO ANY SHIT ABOUT ME AND WHAT RIGHTS DID U ALL HAVE TO SAY ME!

MY LIFE IS FUCKED UP THANK TO U!

AND YOU ALL NEVER CARE ABOUT MINE FEELING B4!

N-E-V-E-R

NO MATTER WHAT I DO, U ALL WONT FEEL IT AND SAY NOT ENOUGH!

I AM HUMAN!

NOT UR DOG!

WHATEVER SHIT LA... NOONE REALLY CARE ABOUT ME ANYWAY!

Happy!

Today Go down and teach Daphne how to do database.... Found out that i am quite rusty but well she suddenly said got something to give me which make me shock ....


TATA !!!!! VEGETARIAN ANCHOVY !!!!

Is my favorite Vegetarian snack that i like during INDIA!!!! I will slowly eat one if i can Ta Han and dun eat la LOL. WAHAHAHA .... Didn't know she will buy for but well Thank a million times to her :)

HELP NEEDED

Who Stay in the east one !

I need to find someone Please help me ! CALL, sms or PM me for more info THANK!

EMO to the MAX

Yesterday is my most emoest day i get ever......

Almost cry out on basketball court but cant as it will out my weak side of me and of course wad I feel about her…..

They asked me Why I play until so dulan yesterday …. All I can say is …. If people who know wad happen to me, Put yourselves in my shoe…

How would u feel?
What will u do?

I guess in the whole basketball court, there only one friend of mine understands me and help me to hide from them.

I cant run cause she still my good friend.
I cant hide cause they are my basketball mate.

I have to show to other now and then that I am very happy but who know what am I thinking inside?

Guess maybe yesterday is the last time I will go down to tiong CC and play le…. Just wanna get out that hell place and to other place that really can be myself.

Life Hard,
Life Never been fair.

Maybe is because I am fuck up …. That why god punish me in this way.